have a holly jolly christmas! :)

greetings from Mr. Rudolph, Mr. Penguin, and Frosty.

i'm tired

of building this thing called friendship
again and again
only to find out later
that, you know, life sucks.

i've had many of those
and i come to the point to not believe
that it is the ship that never sinks.
works for some, not to the others.

people move on
"I" move on
and i've learned my lesson
to stay awake
to not unpack all the things in my bag
in case something comes up
and i can just clean the mess
ready to go

burning the bridge
is never what i wanted.
i like bridges
comes in many shapes
many lengths
many colors
and things can go through on top of it

but
torn down or not,
memories remain.
take all the goods,
don't look back,
you've been there.

how are you?

it's been almost a year and a half,
and there isn't a day where i don't miss high school.
sure i've had a lot of fun in college,
sure i've known more people than i have ever known since i got out of high school,
sure i've gained more freedom,
but no matter how i fill up the hole with what i have now,
a hole is still a hole, and a crack is still a crack.

it broke.

my anklet, given by you

1 heart lost from it, maybe still downstairs, too small to see on the carpet

i hope it's not a bad sign...

te veo mañana.

never forget

9/1/01 - 9/1/11